i hear others have anxiety that makes them productive

…

not my anxiety.

I am here, sitting at the reception desk at the soup factory in Lynn, my temp job for the past few weeks. Parts of my days are painfully boring and…

Q: So who am I plucking my chin hairs for?

A: For a very vain me that prefers her face hairless. Duh!

i am colonizer and colonized.
an impossible truth.
an impossible existence.
i will not hide.

What if all the waiting keeps us from saying and stumbling and making all the mistakes necessary to evolve?

I experienced this on the day Erin and I got married.

he can’t sleep. i feel weird! he says.

You are so beautiful to me
The way you love so fully
The way you gently witness
Your own shame, and
freedom.

Human love acts of purpose. We are wired to expand our comfort and build things together.

There is an intensity in this place in between.